The last few years have seen difficult times for Kodak Black. Trouble never seems to be too far from the Florida rapper, and it’s been that way for a long time. Indeed, his most recent trip to prison was due to charges of possession of multiple illegal firearms, to which he plead guilty in 2019. Though, after his pardoning in January this year by former-president Trump, one might have thought that good times for the rapper wouldn’t be far off.
Everything isn’t “peachy”
In April, he plead guilty to a 2016 sexual misconduct case, Consequently, he was sentenced to 18 months probation. In September, Black suffered the loss of a close friend and collaborator, WizDaWizard. Most recently, he failed a drug test as part of his supervised release agreement. This led to a judge ordering him to complete a “residential program.” In the midst of his triumph, the rapper is expecting a second child.
However, last night things took a troubling turn for “Haitian Boy” Kodak. The rapper posted some extremely troubling, disturbing messages before deleting both his Instagram and Twitter accounts.
“So Lonely Depressed Sad & Fucked Up… Nobody Love Me Nobody Cares… I’m Everywhere @ Once… Friends Playin In My Head… Girls Playin Wit My Heart, Wish I Can Go Back To The Start I’ll Never Be Famous.”
This was followed shortly by:
“Sitting In My Room Crying Feel Like Killing Myself.”
This comes at a time in which Black has been revealing more about himself, his struggles, and notably, his regrets. On a recent episode of DJ Akademiks’s Off the Record, Black took time to apologize profusely to those he had “hurt” in the past.
Our thoughts are with Kodak Black at this time, as he comes to terms with his past, struggles through the present, and hopes to find a forgiving future.
Kodak Black apologizes to everyone and wants to use his influence for change and start a marathon to help end poverty and other things. Full episode: https://t.co/jdDbBFuuTUpic.twitter.com/W9zh97dpz0
It is a torment to march through the dark times, whatever they may be. No matter how bad it gets, know that you are not alone in the war waged behind the eyes.
If you have thoughts of suicide, confidential help is available for free at the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Call 1-800-273-8255. The line is available 24 hours every day.